Someone told me if I spent a certain amount of time destroying something it's reasonable that I should be prepared to put the same amount of time into repairing that thing. That was a little over four years ago. I worried I'd spend 37 years working on myself. I've realized I'll spend the rest of my life seeking the best version of myself. I began having PTSD flashbacks only a few months ago. I keep remembering long lost memories, reacquiring forgotten parts of myself. Then my mind begins reprocessing my earliest memories toward my most recent. My first book became the first book in #TheApostasyTrilogy. I've realized that my memoir isn't the story of my life ending. #MentallyDiseased is my origin story.
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Eat the Elephant
Updated: Oct 21
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